A climb! Finally a climb! Multi-pitch, beautiful views, great company, and the presence of doubt. In fact a lot of doubt. Internal struggle, "Am I fit enough to do this, do I even have the ability...I'm not this good." I have always know the outdoors to expose meridian who I really am. Most go to church to find that they are broken incomplete beings. I know this because if the doubt I experience when I am exposed...literally. I questioned myself so much during this process of climbing, of being outdoors. I think that is why so many of us head out there, to test ourselves. I wonder how much of this doubt I have let get the better of me over the past couple months. Doubt about income, decisions, life. How much life have I missed because of that doubt. It was a good day.
